Maybe I was drinking,
Maybe I was *******-schwasted,
But I know that's not an excuse.
Maybe I left my door unlocked,
But I know I didn't invite you in.
Maybe I responded to a text,
But I know told you to leave.
Maybe I kissed you before,
But I know didn't want to that night.
Maybe I didn't say it loud enough,
Maybe I didn't enunciate,
But I know I wasn't willing.

I'm scared to be in a place I call home,
I can't sleep in my own bed,
I'm scarred for life, for love.
I'm going crazy.

Maybe I can't admit it to myself,
But I know it happened.
Maybe I was *****,
But I know it wasn't my fault.