At the desk of my childhood bedroom the chair with no stuffing the window open where I stole smoke breaks the wood stained ink and graphite a pen: black a journal: leather bound and lined I used to doodle in classrooms rather than take notes and that's what these poems are silly squiggles from a mind too preoccupied to listen and I'd like to hold onto this habit until I'm old and grey and I hope that I am still not listening