I keep to myself, you open me up you help me out when I feel stuck when I feel lost, you show me the way In the darkness, you are my light all of the people I love burn so bright they light the way on my cloudy days they give me a reason to smile a reason to stay I love them all though I show it in different ways I don't mean to push them away only some of them understand me in a deep way I try to make you understand but it feels like you'll never get it I wasn't born to always be happy I get sad for no reason I'm depressed to the core that's what I have medicine for I take the pills to make me smile to make me laugh to make me not feel so sad but even then the people I love are my reason to stay the true reason I smile when so much is wrong with this world they are what's right this world is not black and white I always see the grey but I always see the good in them at the end of the day I smile and I laugh these people I love give me that they give me the privilege of knowing happiness I don't believe in much but I believe in them I believe in love I believe that they are my purpose in this world I'm here to make them smile I'm here to make them laugh I do for them what they have done for me so I'll smile and I'll laugh so that they'll do the same my smile is no longer fake I smile for them they make me smile