she turned to look out at the night while the song stirred the air between us while her thoughts like smoke floated along the paths of her heart intangible and intoxicating she looked me at with eyes full of tears and said that she didnt want this but even as her lips trembled the words even as her gentle hand touched my face we both knew it had to be i stole a kiss and she gave a small smile and then i held her for such a long time and with whispers chased away the fears and with my arms was a fortress to refuse the darkness surrounding her and with my love was a wine that she could savour comforts and joys and feel adored it would be day soon and we would have to part she asked if i would think of her i said with every breath with every step away a burden and every step on my way back to her a joy every moment would be filled with her in every fibre of my soul i would be inconsolable till i had her in my arms once again she turned her head and looked out into the approaching morning light and said hurry home lover hurry home things wont be right with me till your here with me