The pain of self harm, how the feeling lingers in the veins. How would your six year old self understand this?As you sit here with tears in your eyes and the blade in your pocket you understand this is not the path for you, the addiction is not right you find yourself falling down.You have been thinking about this where it can lead this month is time for growth you flushed the blade.You are a new person i left the parts of me that is bad i am happy i am finally free.