what i would like to know is that when were on our knees begging to be taken begging to be gone begging to vanish it doesnt happen but when you're happy you're not wanting to be taken you're not wanting to be gone and you're not wanting to vanish thats when life grabs you by the ear and drags you out of the world itself. please explain to me, why when we want to leave, we stay. but when we want to stay, we leave.