I don't want to forget you. i don't want to be forgotten. the very thought of it puts me in this panicked state. heart racing, sweat forming, scarred im losing you. knowing im losing you. moments away from being lost. Heart aching, gut wrenching, mind spinning. im broken and its all because of you. that first look, was the hammer the first touch was when it came down. and then my world was breaking apart. you snuck in, and i forced my way through. all i was wanting was you. i was being a child, only wanting that one bear because it smelt so sweet and irresistible, so fluffy and hug able. never wanting to let it go because it makes you feel so protected...