Normally Music is my go to
But I put myself in senseory overload
Now I don’t know what to do
Cause my brain is going crazy
Crying, I’ve got an attitude
So ******* worried about you

It’s been a minute since I’ve felt like such a  **** *****
But at this moment I’m just sick of your ****,
The drugs are controlling you
Watching you just need a quick high right when the most important person in your life wanted to be with you

My brain is on overload
Always worried about you
Can’t even sleep at night when you don’t come home
Toss, turn, sweat, im in overdrive
Why do you do this to yourself
Why won’t you listen?
I’ve been nothing but truthful with you
Tried everything I know to help you
Refused to enable you
Only got harsh cause I wasn’t getting through.

I can’t even look you in the eyes anymore, my heart breaks again and again
You’re someone I don’t recognize
I’ve seen demons up close and personal
But baby you’re a creature I don’t know
It’s killing my soul, killing my vibe
Thinking I could lose you at any time

You’ve been my ******* best friend
Since the day that we began, instant connection
You walked into my life and we swore to never end  
Now I don’t know what to do, thinking I could lose you

I think I’m going crazy
Worrying sick over you
I know it’s not my battle, but we fight for who we love
And ****** babe, I truly love you

I’m screaming out your name
Trying to get through to you
Cause crying on your chest and begging you to quit didn’t do ****
You don’t give a ****, so really why should I
But ****, I’m gonna lose it if you die
So I’ll continue to fight for you

You’re my ******* best friend
We’ve done been through it time and again
We’ve always had each others backs through thick or thin, you got me through when I went off the deep end and lost my **** so many times.
So I’ll never give up on you
But it hurts so much watching you die slow