I'm not normal
I don't say this because I'm a pick me
There's tons of evidnece
~That I'm a freak of nature~

Sometimes I can't focus
Can't focus at all
Not even to save my life
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~

I can't do it because of those it would would
But sometimes
I want to die, commit suicide
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~

Not supposed to be human
Supposed to have black fur and paws
Supposed to be a cat
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~

I feel so alone
Even when I know that people love me
And my loved ones surround me
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~

I'll get depressed for no reason
Nothing matters
Gloomy clouds surround me
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~

Almost always crying
But with no tears
Only on the inside no matter how much I want to actually cry
~Cause I'm freak of nature~

Can't understand the normals
Even people my age
They often confuse me
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~

Get anxious for the smallest things
Have a panic attack
Freeze up for up to hours if I don't get help
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~

Abandonment Issues
Say sorry for everything
Cling on to them all so I won't lose them
~Cause I'm freak of nature~

No matter what
All the hugs and love
It's never enough
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~

Obsess over everything
From tiny imperfections
To fandoms
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~

I might be insane
Scratch that I'm definitely a little insane
Why?
~Cause I'm a freak of nature~