I even stared at my notebook tonight
Debated
Will I need it?
My anxiety has been under control
I’ll be fine
Yet something whispered in my mind
I should have listened
To the voices in my head
They never let me down
And now I’m sitting here
Anxiety is going through the roof
Connections are being made
Yet im shaking like a leaf
My heart is racing
And something feels off
I wish I could put my finger on it
I hate when it hits me so suddenly
And I can’t explain and have to walk away
I hate this feeling
It’s not social anxiety
Not tonight
It’s something different
There’s a vibe
I’m trying to flow through it