Every little thing I do is unnecessary I stick to the details and read the fine Print. Publish. Send it away. My words fly through the sky to you and yours For better or worse I need professional Help but how? Who? What kind? Not a doctor, not a nurse, not a therapist They'll just try to make me believe Some **** that isn't even true Brainwashing me til my mind is through Convince me there never was a me and you Are you turning over in your grave now, old man? Can you hear what I'm saying, old man? Do you feel guilty now? Now that you're gone? Buried under the ground? Leaving me alone... No one but those foul customers around I grew up like this... You raised me like this Made me like this... You're the one I miss But everyone says you were in the wrong It wasn't okay but how? I don't understand... So confused on this topic even now... Holy cow... You're gone... What do I do now? Who wants me around now? Did I....Did I... Did I make you proud? Staying like this even When you're not around...Thrown to the ground As they take what they want from me... I am how you taught me to be...