As much as i hate to lie,
I have lied to you.
I don't even know why,
maybe its because deep down inside,
i know that if i was truth full with you
it would only make what we both knew was coming even worse.
or maybe it was because i am a cowered.
afraid to show me so i hide behind half spoken words
and statements that don't make since.
I cant say i love you
i dont even know if i really do.
one thing is for sure tho
and that is i have to let you go.
even tho it hurts. and i want to scream for you to come back.
nothing i can do can change anything.
whistling wont bring you running to me.
screaming for you wont make you come back to protect me.
and crying will never solve anything.
Its sad to say that we couldn't get to know each other better.
but maybe one day, we will meet again.
maybe one day i will see your smile again.
maybe... one day... you will be with me... again...
maybe...
one day...