You found out about it
And were hurt about what I did
But i was confused too
I thought i betrayed you
I knew that I broke your heart
But it was just the start
Of our friendship and it ended so quick
The feeling of guilt makes me so sick

You said it was a secret
But now you say it’s not true
And what i did makes me regret
I did it just because you were someone new
But at that time we were not even friends
Though now I really love you

I didn’t know then
That we would become great friends
I thought we’d talk only for a few days when
You texted me first and you were just my acquaintance
But we talked more everyday
Eventually got closer and hence
I shared everything about me with you

I broke the trust before it was even there
Because you were new
But when we became good friends
I really started loving you
It was late when I realized how important you are to me
And I could never think of losing you

I never shared anything about you with anyone
After we got so close
It hurts me to think that I hurt you
I didn’t know i was the one you chose
To trust; because we were not even friends back then

But I understand if you don’t want to be my friend
As i have always hated myself the most
I wouldn’t choose me either and I do want my life to end
Death is something now i crave the most
And you are a nice person, you don’t deserve someone like me

I wanted you to know the truth
And hence, this stupid poem
Just letting you know;
Forever with you in my heart
Even when we’re going to be apart
I’ll love you forevermore