I've spent a lifetime with first draft mentality. Growing without purpose and leaning ******* personality. There has been very little long-term format or structure just walls built too hasty to hold back floods and only rupture. I think with a second pass there are things I could get right I think with a little care there are battles I wouldn't fight. The arrogance of refusing to rewrite my singular voice! The foolishness to pretend there wasn't always a choice. I was so worried about being paralyzed by worthless indecision that I executed a lifetime of kneejerks with no revision.