I didn't stop to think. No, really think it over. Ask myself: Is this really what I want? I was going for a quick fix I thought it would make this feeling go away. I actually thought it would work. And the idea made me so, expectant, I guess. I just jumped for it. Now my situation lies untouched, the same, with a side of complication.
I was in a hole And I couldn't climb out without possibly falling. So I kept digging thinking I could make it to the other side of the world. What a fool I was.