Everything sails smoothly
even on the inside
until I watched that movie
(in the theater we went to on our first date)
and the people that everyone wants together
always end that way.
no matter how many
hardships they trial.
And I know
(as I watch them embrace on the big screen)
that you'll never care for me
never again.
You don't even hurt
like I do
You never have.
(She cries on his shoulder, even when he hurt her)
It never stops
the loneliness
I need you.
But you don't care.
I want you to stop making me fall to pieces
every single day
I want you to stop watching me
(I can see you, even if you don't think so)
No, I won't make eye contact
No, I don't want to be friends.

"Go back to the rock from under whence you came"

You don't even care.
Don't say sorry.
I know you don't mean it.
*******.

You said you loved me but you never did.
You said you trusted me but you never shared.
I need some relief from your memory
I need a release from this