I am not me, but I am not them. I am not good, but I am not bad. I am not strong, but I am not weak. I am not everything, but I am not nothing. I am not smart, but I am not dumb. I am not a girl, but I am not a boy. I am not shy, but I am not brave. I am not normal, but I am not weird. I am not fine, but I am not broken.
I want to know who I am, but I don't. So I'll ask you. You tell me I am something in between, but you don't know what. I can research everything, but not who I am. You tell me, "I will figure it out," but I don't know how. I have one question, it is always there.
Maybe I am too naive or immature. Maybe I am too young. Maybe I'll never find an answer to it, but maybe I will.