I long to taste pain… To see the red seeping through Another split vain Whatever can I do? I know I’d regret this later But I want to see you hurt Oh what a cruel monster Dreaming of the blood; seeing it spurt Why do I get like this? I know it’s wrong Evil, wicked, twisted bliss As my mind sings its own song It’s hurting me More than it’ll ever hurt another Help me to see Don’t let me breath; in love I need to smother Such a violent rapid nightmare Save me before I regret Before I have to endure another cold stare My tragic destiny, my fate is set…