No matter how many mistakes
You’ve made
I’ll always be the one to blame

Sure I put no effort into this
Guess I don’t love you
Guess I’ve given up on what you miss.

I was only 15
She was so much bigger than me
But I’ll “have to understand, Kate.”

I understand perfectly.
That no matter how hard I try,
Something will always come before me.

And you swear,
You try your hardest.
But I don’t believe you or the promises you make.
And I’ll carry you
The farthest
But they’ll always get first on what of you to take.

And I
I’m done being so
Heart broken over something I can’t fix.
I’ve tried
But in my mind I’ve always known
That I will never have you the way I did.

You don’t know what’s going on.
You have no clue who I am.
But when it comes down to it
I’m not sure you’d give a ****.