I've had it and I've lost it over and over again This is not a pick and go As needed, pawn shop lifestyle What is mine I privatized Although having my hands in everything I can't grasp nothing barely holding to my sanity Accepting this to be grateful for that Tic for tac Like accepting I was responsible for get a car and not grateful and I got it towed Synchronized, bullied, and mistreated Sparked up a light that rekindle a flame that burns 🥵 Entitled to showmanship Excuse me and I would tend to avoid it My mind would try to get me to rage It's unheard disrespect