Today, I now know that she has a feeling
for someone else, but not for me.
However, I still wish that my though would be wronged,
which will never happen.  
I miss her a lot in me, I want her so badly in me,
she will never understand.  
The love that I have for her maybe just little thing
that won't help on anything.  
But I put all my love and my life on her hands
she will never know
It's me who should be blame on
for loving her so much.  
My friend told me that giving up on her is
the only choice I have
But I still want to wish that waiting for her
on forever would get a return.  
I'm too crazy now. I wanna go insane..
so that I wouldn't be in this pain anymore.  
I wanna give up on her now,
but it is my heart that can't unloved her...  
I wanna write, I don't love her anymore,  
but it is my hands that only know how to write,
I still love her.  
I wanna kick her out off my mind,
but it is my mind that only wants to think about her.
I miss her so badly in me..
She will never understand..
I'm still standing on the road side of loving her.