i sit at the curb, my head in my knees, they think i'm begging, i just want to please. i got my head in the clouds, i got my feet in the ground, no one notices the lonely one, because they lonely one doesn't make a sound. i got to stay high all the time, i can't go home alone again, but i have to pay her a visit, even if it brings me pain. i have to show my face to them, and get over my fears. i have to say hello to old friends, after all these long years.