I sit wonder what if I died would she regret this
I sit and ponder are her eyes still my beholder
They say love and beauty is growing older
But how can I love her when I’m not close to her

I see us walking down the beach this December
Holding hands , loving each other wholly together
I see us reunited even stronger, with a love that cures all hunger

I see her heart open and forgive
I see her willing me back into this
most beautiful relationship that will last an age
The most beautiful partnership in which we will turn into sages

I will fulfill all my prophecies
And you are one of them
I will fulfil all my promises
And give you my children

Your womb is where my seed will lay
But it is you who will create
The life and in turn the child
One of the greatest humans that will be around

Our children will be beautiful bold yet gentle
They will be powerful , fun and kind
Bringing healing and understanding to us and all mankind

It is with you that I see this future with
It is with you that the lord shall show us both love, grace and forgiveness

It is you I have always longed for
I just wish I had known it sooner

It is you I now wait and prepare for
It is you who will know when we are ready

I put my trust wholeheartedly in you
In this process for us both for truth
Healing, love, patience and understanding
Plus forgiveness and a long lasting marriage

Till death do us part my love
Till death do us part
I will always love you
Below and above

Inside and out
I cannot wait to figure this life out
With you

It was always you and always will be
I’m waiting patiently to reconvene
And reconcile but so much more

This life of ours is meant to be together and never bored
Not dull , full of love and heaven
Not hell
The healing taking place within us both right now
Will only be truly complete when we reconnect and recieve
Each others love wholeheartedly and unconditionally

I love her
Always and so deeply