There is a void in me , in my heart , my soul and my life
I’m found yet I feel so restless, so at sea
To lose you as cost me everything , and now it feels like it’s taking my sanity
The fall from grace is so far, so hard
It’s left me with many scars
So day by day I try manifest you back
While trying to take my power back too,
I need it more than you
I don’t need you anymore
But you need me
I worry that when you wake up to that and see
That ill no longer like you
yet my love for you may be even stronger
My soul and the universe are still calling me to you
Still calling your name
Whether it’s up above in the sky so blue that I swear I could see your eyes
Or down below at the ocean watching the tides
breathe in and out
Or looking to the moon and stars shining so bright yet so far away
Just like you
I hurled the ring you gave me into the ocean yesterday
Burnt all my writings about you coming home up in flame
And yes I felt lighter for maybe a few minutes but I woke up after dreaming of you…. All over again