vapour locked her vacant eyes looking up at the falling stars at the laughing cowgirl riding a rocket to the moon a hero to her generation a pin up girl flashing a bit of skin but the intent is betrayed by the feeling that this endless road has consequences
she wanders the shopping mall of our world with a loose credit card as her only symbol of belonging as her only connection to humanity guard your purchases against theft guard your heart against pilfering but she just looks through you with a dazzled distraction that defies definition she's happier there than most of us are here
a white picket fence surrounds the ruins that she picks through the rubble of her thoughts in a scattered pile while the tatters of her former life now decorate the walls of a fools parade now is the poster child of the loosing war but she endures the winter rain and stacks the broken bricks of her former world neatly into the categories she was shown as a child and that's all she wants to return to the innocence of childhood no complexity'sĀ Ā no hangups
vapour locked into the moment she escaped all the things she thought and the things she almost but not quit felt when her man came round trying to convince herself that if she fakes it long enough she be happy someday playin the housewife and mother playin the well adjusted and smiling face she has plastered on every morning for twenty two years
but in her heart she's with that cowgirl riding rocket to the moon and kissing all the girls kissing all the girls then she'd be happy and in her heart she knows it so why is she lingering here ill never know ill never know