I know you're afraid
You know I used to be afraid
Is this something I fear? I'm afraid not
Take your fears, and please let them rest for the night
For me the fear was only ever from the unknown,
the unknowable, the untold
I don't fear anymore in that way, because of what I know now
Not afraid that you would know, not afraid what that would mean
Not afraid of where you'd go, not afraid of how it seems
I don't need reassurance, I don't need explanation
You don't need to affirm a thing, that goes beyond the situation
I'm not afraid to see you here, in this place where my fears had gone to taunt me
I know enough of the big picture now to not sweat the gaps
I'm not afraid of a disconnect, because what you taught me goes beyond that
I dispel my fears the more I know, and the more I need to know
I don't need to name every star in the sky at night to know it fills me with awe
much the way I don't need to have every question answered,
when you were the real answer to my questions
I'm not afraid to be that answer, to work for it, to be that impossible completion
I'm not afraid of the work, the confusion, the learned constraint
I don't fear anymore in that way, because of what I know now
Take your fears, and please let them rest for the night
Let's not be afraid to mock ourselves, and how much we were scared to admit what we knew
And if you're still scared, I'd like to be brave for us
I'm not afraid to just let it flow, to just let it go, and I won't be afraid to let you know
I don't need reassurance, I don't need explanation
you **** my fears and bring liberation
Take your fears, and let them rest for the night,
so I can see the cosmos of you, and know I'm filled with awe