I can't believe it
A suicidal person like me
Has lived this long
I was hoping to end the streak
But my body is impenatrable
Can't **** it
I feel like I'm unable to die
I wish I could
But maybe its for the best
Who knows what else might happen
I've gone through abuse
Drugs
Suicidal attempts that wound up in the hospital
But somehow I'm alive
And I wish I never was