Violets blue Roses red
awake I lay in my bed
stuck inside of my own head.
Living my life like I am already three fourths dead
overcome with dread
this disease is now widespread decency I have not a single shread hanging on by a single thread should've turned this ****** dope right back into Sudafed.
Deja Vu all things have somehow gone askew
just what is it you think I am supposed to do
I trust very few
well maybe just two
one is not me the other is not you. Given chase by things I once did pursue. Haven't got a ******* clue wonder off into the clear blue
I try to keep myself out of view penance is long overdu
do not judge me until you know what I've been through.
Broken spirits send my soul to shatter
crazier I am madder than the mad hatter
not that it really even seems to matter.
swing batter batter
**** tends to splatter
dark are these thoughts that I attempt to gather
a ******* disaster
from these terrors I can not run and ******* faster.
Of my fate I am no master
forever searching for what everyone else is after
maddening is the laughter
the echo still a factor
all the world is a stage
everyone is an actor.
Prepare for the rapture
recapture
distractor
trapper.
All of this has gone straight down the crapper.
Vindictive streak.
I've  been up an entire week.
My intentions reek
I don't know what justice I intend to seek
I sow now what I'll one day reap
now and lay me down to... **** sleep
I have too many secrets I must keep. Living my life of repeat
actions are louder than mere words proving talk is cheap
into the shadows often I retreat
to hide from those moments that are bittersweet
gone in a heartbeat
I cannot admit defeat.
Even when I am not able to remain discreet
my situation is not so unique.  Especially when I am on straight tweak  
incomplete
unwilling to trust myself not to misspeak
one true deep
a broken heap
I attempt to render myself obsolete.  A sinner  faithless chased by ghosts that are faceless.
In a time that seems fadeless. Traditions that seem ageless
valor that is said to be contagious when an ignoramos is made ****** famous by their intentions heinous. Shameless are the brainlessthat were sent to sustain us
unable to cover our bareness
with fairness. Nightmarish memories we hope will perish. Spread awareness.
The dead stare less and  there is nothing I wish to confess.
Other than Im a hot mess with emotions that I cannot seem to express.
Under duress I stress
more or less
here hard to press
issues I still need to address.
I obsess
repossess
I congest
truth hard to digest
under protest
**** with the best
and die like all the rest.
In these chaotic frabracations,
that are really next level fairy tales demented as hell.  
The heroes they have all fell
Into worlds that are somehow parallel
turning full circles on this **** carasoul.
Until I start to feel rather unwell. Right around the time of this epic fail
I bid thee a fond fare the well
ask no more questions and no lies will I attempt to sell.
Dubious interactions
can't get no satisfaction
riding off in a two wheeled contraption.
Without desire
withholding passion
in true losers fashion.
Character's assassin.
A week's worth of rations.
Hope just for the dashing.
Thrashing
these drugs here are for stashing. For a party worthy of crashing. Mention it not even in passing.
Ever lasting.
Broadcasting.
Fasting.
Reacting.
Relaxing
everything is so distracting.