In the end, I knew the beginning. Only then could I recall the joy and ease of a child's existence. So pure so unhinged so far removed from all that is chaos. I felt so cheated to have slipped unknowingly out of beauty into madness. The adult envies the infant, forever wrapped in a blanket of comfort and warmth, a being radiating with unconditional gratitude for all hands that touch, for all voices that sing, for all tastes that satiate, for all scents that stir up love, and for all eyes that instill depths of knowing beyond age. Oh, wise infant, remember your early years, recall the joy of dependence. Forever cherish those who delivered you into this world, however harsh or forgiving it may be.