Others they know there the path they know the norm that I don't know they got the memo that I didn't they learned there role that if forgot they got a script made and written by society that I did not get they got the message and they understand //// me i know that feeling of not knowing of missing the memo i hope i get i do one day perchance but i like being curious like being out there but i guess that it will be good for me that i learned the norm the memo the script made and written by society that i missed that what differs from me and them.