I have dreams about our future our beginning and our first conversation
These dreams and feelings are real to me They make me happy
But I feel like a leaf and you're the tree and its almost autumn
Now I'm barely hanging from the branch of your life that I never couldn't be part of
But soon I will fall and be left to rot and To suffer As I see the new leaves grow to be more green than I ever could be
I want to feel like this but I cannot I haven't fallen in love for so long I don't how to I don't know what it is to love someone I know people describe it as butterflies in stomach I know you'd be desiring dreams about them Your life together I can do that but there's no face no personality nothing I'm cursed to never fall in love it I'm cursed to be alone forever