We were fairies
Flying far away
Pixy dust covered us
As glitter would rain
The days we spent pretending
All our problems away
Secrete sleepovers where we giggled and hid
Back when I was truly just an innocent kid
Oh I don't want to forget
When I hung our drawing
Littering my walls
Oh, I remember those days like I live in them now
I wish to go back, I just don’t know how.

How many times can I scream before I drown
Has life always been a spiral headed down?

Should I give up if there’s no end in sight
Or just keep on going, trying in spite
I'm alone

Over the years my walls have all changed
My door closed permanently
In hopes to shut out my pain
When did life shift, how can I go back?
Now I’m sinking, I’m fading away
Why should I keep trying if it all ends the same,
Is it I who is truly the one to be blamed.
I don’t want to be here,
Why can’t I just disappear?
I wish to go back, but I don’t know how.

How many times can I scream before I drown
Why won’t my life stop spiraling down

Should I give up if there’s no end in sight
Or just keep on going, trying in spite
I’m alone

Why hold on,
Why not let go?
How many times more will I breathe till I die
If it’s gonna end, why do I still try
And what if I give it all up tonight
Just lay there, content, as my tears start to dry
Surrounded by the walls of my childhood mind
Where we used to dress up as undercover spies
Maybe, just maybe, I’ll give it a try

Should I give up if there’s no end in sight
Or just keep on going, trying in spite
I’m alone