Psychopathic brainstorm
flowing through my mind
searching for the answers I'll
never ever find
On the edge of a cliff
Looking down on my life
all I see before me
is the glint of a knife
darkness rips my sinews
light is out of sight
whatever happened to
My once impregnable fight?
car crashed into a policeman
I drove as fast as I could
360 on the wheel
into Blackman's wood
the funeral was so beautiful
children dressed in white
I watched from far away
Yet remained stuck in that night
hours in the public loo
blood dripping down my thighs
evil demon licking lips
fear shuddered in my eyes
therapist destroyed me
gentle little boy
no speech to tell of the living hell
a useful ****** toy
parents showed no mercy
no one seemed to care
left with deep confusion
and a distant, vacant stare
grows into an adult
writes rhymes to ease the pain
silent echoes deafen
Again, again, again..