where am i in this part of world casting a role in this play,
why should i interfere with someone who couldn't let me stay,
wish i knew, wish i change this direction of my path,
i would if i could but my notion is not expressing greatest of my wrath.
there are voices inside my head shouting, trying to tell me something,
but from there, i can't differentiate from a shout and a whisper,
those irreferable sounds are trying to wake me from this surreal dream.
where i try to wake myself up and regaining back the senses that i had lost,
i still never understood what you are trying to tell me indirectly but it seems familiar,
the anger and hatred that i see from you looks denser than your happiness and love,
we treat each other like someone who never met before,
are we compassionate or are we just some person with the same personalities,
you always show me the constraints rather than the possibilities.
i feel like being inside a chrysalis sticking to its branch,
waiting time to pass on.. hoping that my tree is not being cut,
by someone whom you see that could fulfill your desires but only leave temporary impressions,
but i also hoped that i will eventually fall down, so that it could end my silly obsessions.