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1d
I was young and afraid
Of the love I never understood
Of the distance between us
Between men and women were a feud
I got older and got betrayed
By the people on the internet
I got older and got *****
Called ****** for all it's sake
Like I had to know that by then
And yes, other people knew that by then
I got older and the cycle didn't stop
I was trying to understand what it was
I was not allowed to love but allowed to breath
Till I found the love of the god above the myth
The secrets that we be hold for our sins
The smiles that I shared with everyone
The charity of a little more hope for tomorrow
The love that we shared with humankind
Oh I hate all the bad that I was
The cause and effect that I had to suffer
But stupidity is hard to recognize
When they call you a ****** while you are *****
Psychosis and bipolar can lead to major misunderstanding of the fabric of reality and connecting the dots. As kids, we learn to escape the reality of life to be kept safe but the truth will always shows it self, the truth of life is very dark, yet we are all trying to be better. Even I accept, that the justice has to be served, and at the time, it wasn't defined properly or there was no better way, I am just happy and thankful that I got the best community on earth to help me get through it, even though I am avoiding all of them because I don't want to share my pain with them, at least, art, gives a shield that I can hold but the best partner is god itself.
Thank to all of the people that were by my side even though I couldn't be more to them.
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Repentant  29/M/Tehran
(29/M/Tehran)   
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