I was young and afraid Of the love I never understood Of the distance between us Between men and women were a feud I got older and got betrayed By the people on the internet I got older and got ***** Called ****** for all it's sake Like I had to know that by then And yes, other people knew that by then I got older and the cycle didn't stop I was trying to understand what it was I was not allowed to love but allowed to breath Till I found the love of the god above the myth The secrets that we be hold for our sins The smiles that I shared with everyone The charity of a little more hope for tomorrow The love that we shared with humankind Oh I hate all the bad that I was The cause and effect that I had to suffer But stupidity is hard to recognize When they call you a ****** while you are *****
Psychosis and bipolar can lead to major misunderstanding of the fabric of reality and connecting the dots. As kids, we learn to escape the reality of life to be kept safe but the truth will always shows it self, the truth of life is very dark, yet we are all trying to be better. Even I accept, that the justice has to be served, and at the time, it wasn't defined properly or there was no better way, I am just happy and thankful that I got the best community on earth to help me get through it, even though I am avoiding all of them because I don't want to share my pain with them, at least, art, gives a shield that I can hold but the best partner is god itself. Thank to all of the people that were by my side even though I couldn't be more to them.