I’m sinking myself in our past
My mind drowning in the thought of what ifs

I know you’re not good for me
neither am i
It’s hypocritical of me
Terrible of me
I don’t understand your want
mine shouldn’t be listened to

I can’t help but point out every flaw of myself,
even when i’m with you, alongside your kind words,
you deserve the best and the best only from the world

This chase needs to be over
You’re not some last resort i can call to when i please

Reflect on my treatment
even as of late

I’m not worth a thought