I made preludes to understand loss. I broke the rules, I dont understand mathmatics, My friend a disabled tragedy, Convinced herself, The rules are mathmatic. I dont count on death the way a Funeral home director makes his car payment. Or howmany shards of glass are stuck in somebodys head. She had to know something physics The nite he died. It was a first hand demonstration. One of the those moments of inspiration. She celibrates with a drink every nite. Her walker makes sure you can walk straight. And the bartender made sure hes ontop of Every drink, like the lime in a plastic sword. The juice is arsenic. And she will slowly poison herself till she dies.