i miss you more than you probably know. you have no idea how important you are to me. you were one of the reasons that came to my head when i was thinking about committing $u!c!de. "but warren will have nobody to write poetry with. to draw with." i don't want to be the inspiration for your grieving poems, your mourning, your pain. one of my motivations to get out is so that we can spend 1st together like normal. i miss you -adhd/poetry bestie <33