I'm in the underbelly of recovery Mutating with Every changed thought My curves hugging my dress to I'm splurging out Hot, heavy, popping Dissipating spine yet feeling divinity It's too vast but I want to do stuff I don't want to faint ***** in a limo Be asked if I want to sit down by a man who wouldn't give a **** if he saw me now I like to think of myself as a vampire; To enjoy blood not from my own oesophagus And maybe I do have a higher chance of immortality, At least when it comes to dispossessing Anorexia of its liquidation. It still winds round me like a time bomb and always will. I thank god it's stagnant.