I only want you to know who I am. I don't know why. It shouldn't matter. But it's hardwired in, a biological need To explain myself. You won't read my poetry Because you don't want to see my pain. You won't see the movies or read the books That change my life. You don't pay attention To what my art is saying. And yet you want me close. Read one. Just read ONE. You want me close. I am giving you CLOSE. You are the one Backing away.