I have desperate urges to reach out back to you
But our similarities became our differences
Maybe that’s why you went long distance
It’s my fault, I ask for your knowledge and forgiveness
I know that things went differently
I broke our rules
Now I’m hurting without you
Time has healed me from obsessive activities
But sometimes it leads to dark tendencies
My choices led to false fantasies
The rumors are now insecurities
I pray for another beginning
But this is all a fable, never a bed time love story
It’s my reality, I wish to hide from
Curtains are closed, the shitshow is done