I didn't want to say it
I didn't want to choose
I knew it was the end...
The end of me and you
I knew if i moved on
I never would forget
But staying there another moment
would become my biggest regret
I guess it wasn't love
that feeling that we shared
because our "love" just ended
but it seemed you didn't care
You say you're doing better
I say I'm doing well
but my heart is ripped in half
I hope that you can't tell
Wait, I take that back
I desperately hope you do
I've been starring at you all night
If you'd just look, you'd get a clue
You were the first boy I ever imagined
standing at the end of the isle
but heartbreak has smeared that vision
and has washed away my smile
All the time we spent together
I hope you always knew
just how much you meant to me
and how much I meant to you
I never will look back on us
and say it was a waste
You were my rock and shield
and my home was your embrace.
Looking at you now I see
that you really are something unique
we felt so strongly for each other
and your memory I'll always keep
So please don't forget me when you go
because I won't be forgetting you
Remember our every moment
because love like ours is few
I didn't want to say it
I didn't want to cry
but that night we ended...
we ended with goodbye.
~pw