it's scary that someone you've known forever can suddenly like someone else more than you
and that you don't think twice about doing the same
how your six year best friend is now a chore
and how your three week acquaintance hugs you in the hall
how the people who loved you when you were a kid treat you like ****
and you don't know if you can tell your best friend what she is to you

it's scary that you used to have too many friends to count
and now you have no one to hang out with friday night
how just two years ago the tables were turned
and now your friends like each other and not you
the people that used to be your world avoid your eyes in the hall
and sometimes the people who are now do to