Feeling pretty miserable, being eaten up inside Because of you, I put my own dreams aside Gave you myself and you took me for a ride Nothing short of a miracle that I haven't tried suicide I fell for you like a blind stupid bride In you my deepest secrets I did confide I hid my truth in you and in my truth you lied I played your games and by your rules I did abide Took care of you by day and in the night I cried While you made me insane and in my insanity you hide Courtesy of you, into depression I slide Only trauma came true out of all that was prophesied.