He threw them out. Everything. My pillow. My CD's. My toothbrush. The sting of his actions hit when I saw NSYNC in the trash. My rage was a sort of domestic rage. My pride shattered, my memories wrecked, he woulod not have the last laugh. Months later, after my dreaded departure, I stood outside his door. His dignity dangled on my size 8 finger. It took the form of my misgivings.