not gonna lie, I've never wanted to be a person filled with spite
But because of the **** you've put me through I just want you to die
Nothing I do is ever good enough so instead,
I walk my waking days, constantly moving with a sigh

It may be evil, no in fact, I know for sure it is...
But I feel like I have no choice,
You have placed me in a cage, a display for all to see,
Threw the key and stole my voice

Because of you I don't even know me anymore
I am stuck in this endless unsatisfying path
If that is the kind of life you want to live,
Then please, just let your sacrifices be that

I don't want to follow in your footsteps
All the more I don't want to be your doormat
I am not some messed up font in your world of documents,
Waiting to be right with your "format"

Everyday I move further from people who understood me
Is a day I stand closer to you
Reliving all my childhood misery
And the robbery of all my youth

I hate you, in case it wasn't clear enough
The kind of hate that burns with a fire that cannot be quenched
Yet I am stuck in this dark place that no one dares to talk about
Thrown into some kind of river, a trench

Just a minute more I always tell myself
And then soon I will have my peace,
But this ****** up place, with all of its ****** up people
Know how to even **** that notion up with ease