Secrets that I have been keeping in my heart,
The words I say aloud are different alot,
From the words my mind screams to say and thoughts,
No longer in sync, my life has fallen apart.
Just like the day I hypnotised myself,
Killing my feelings and killings in silence,
The killings weren't physical but the aftermath was,
Scarring the heart but no blood out,
No bloodclot nor was anything seen,
Looked same like last time I was seen,
No one bothered, no one grieved,
For the killings weren't physical, but scarring soul deep in...