I crave for a lot Is it so wrong for a boy to lust For the loud An escape A scary change of pace To run from the dull The drab The nonspontaneous stuff The blah and blab But I need satiation To accept the realization You lit up with yellow While I exist in dark blue My blood may turn red But is that its true hue? The times may change But my being remains the same I refuse to be mischaracterized As a damsel in chains Waiting for a saviour It would be more natural to burst into flame My words are my armour I will die with my sword A poet and a knight As ritually To myself I have sworn