Jan 11
I crave spirituality.
Causing me this dichotamy.
Give me the feeling of stealing my autonomy.
Can you help make me feel alive?
I know how to bring me to life.
Like when I'm crying and dying at night's when I thrive.
I would like to feel warm inside.
Feeling mooshy and gooshy like
When I feel unsafe, feel your hate, leave me to die.
Sometimes I feel like I'm burning.
Why do I love to be hurting?
Your attention is life. Pain and strife always flirting.
Causing me this dichotamy.
Give me the feeling of stealing my autonomy.
Can you help make me feel alive?
I know how to bring me to life.
Like when I'm crying and dying at night's when I thrive.
I would like to feel warm inside.
Feeling mooshy and gooshy like
When I feel unsafe, feel your hate, leave me to die.
Sometimes I feel like I'm burning.
Why do I love to be hurting?
Your attention is life. Pain and strife always flirting.
It's easy to mistake manic episodes as some deep, divine feeling, but your brain is running on strong coping mechanisms that can turn the very bad, hurtful things into something you feel you deeply need. This is not true, and you can get better.
