Year in and out
I stay same
Never moving to complete
Afraid I can't do it
Took up a vocation ,
It turned out I came last even as the highest academic holder
I fret and think of what would be when it came to the last day
But it had never been me
But some would say it has been but had never been dealt with .
So your adulthood changes not the truth of the inadequacy of your human existence
But I have been pushed to complete all I have left behind.
In their eyes my fears are a constructive suggestion of opting out not worded for another mind's understanding
So here we go again